Oh happy day

Hey hey hey! I just wanted to post a little something, telling everyone that I’m so happy and I don’t know why, but I’m just feeling really great! I did some workouts today, which made me feel so good. After that my best friend came over, so that’s always great, but we also did some homework, yeah! It was just a good day, probably that’s why I’m happyyy :)

Out of Mind

I listened to this song non stop like two months ago. That was the time I asked my crush out and he said no. So I had this song which really was suitable for the situation I thought (not completely of course, because we weren’t even together, but you get the point), but whenever I listen to it now, I am reminded of him and how sad I was. It hasn’t been that long ago, so I think I still can be sad sometimes. And I am. Sometimes.

Lovers
Into friends
Move on
To strangers

Let go
No more us
Move on
I’m trying

Denying
Saying ‘Time will heal’
Keep lying
To make me feel
I’m OK
So you believe
I’d forget you
Seriously?

Are you kidding me?

You’re out of your mind
To think that I could keep you
Out of mind.

Happy
Used to be
Together
You and me

Things die
Drift apart
Wait for
A new start

Denying
Think you’ll fade away
Keep lying
I can hear you say
You’re ‘in touch with reality’
Baby, I’d say

Are you kidding me?

You’re out of your mind
To think that I could keep you
Out of mind.

How can you say I’ll be alright?
What makes you think that I’ll be fine?
Baby you have to be completely out of your mind,
To think that I could keep you out of mind.

You’re out of your mind
To think that I could keep you out of mind.

Amazing friends

I want to thank both of my friends so much for cheering me up and making me believe in myself a little bit more. You take the time to comment on my posts and that makes me really happy! I hope I can do the same for you, you girls inspire me so much to be like you, caring and strong. I hope you will appreciate these words, because I love you both and I want to see you happy! Stay strong and never lose hope. Also, please talk to me when you’re feeling sad.

I think because I never had any trouble with school until this year (maybe also last year), my parents don’t really know how to help properly. Or maybe they think this is helping me, but it’s not and that kind of sucks. Sorry for spamming.