She woke up, in the middle of the night like always. Not knowing why. It could be the moon shining through her window. It could be the new scented candle she bought last week. It could be her nightmares or even the thought of them. She craweled up under her blankets, her arms wrapped around her knees. She knew she would be awake for quite some time before sleep was taking over her mind.
Suddenly, she felt his presence. Firstly, just a touch. But he soon took her in his arms. He didn’t have to say anything. She didn’t have to say anything. She felt safe. In his arms. She found the meaning of love. With only that thought, she fell asleep. Knowing that when she would wake up, she’d find him. Next to her. He wouldn’t have left. He’d keep her safe.
I’m not perfect, not even close, but I know I can come to you with all my flaws and imperfections. I will ask you everything I want to know. I can tell you anything that’s on my mind. I will keep my faith in you.
I’m spending way too much money and that’s not okay. So I went ahead and looked at my spendings with my mother and we came to the conclusion that I’m spending a lot of money on food and drinks. I’m not going to do that anymore, cause it’s just dumb to spend money on something I won’t see again, cause I’m going to eat it. I’ve now looked at how much money I still have left and how much money I can spend every week, it’s not a lot… I hope it’ll be enough and that I can contain myself, haha! Wish me luck!