I really don’t want to do this anymore. Can’t I just stay home, lay in bed, do nothing? No more school, no more fucking grades, no more work, no more responsibilities. Nothing can go wrong, nothing can go right. Everything will be fine.

This is really bothering me, but it’s actually my own fault. Not going to make that same mistake again. I can’t believe that people are so… idk. People are nice, but when money is in sight, things change very quickly and I won’t be one of them.

Tell ’em that it’s my birthday, tell ’em that it’s my birthday, tell ’em that it’s my birthday when I party like that!


I wasn’t looking forward to yesterday, but I had so much fun! I laughed so hard, the whole time! The play (Buddenbrooks) was not so much fun though, I couldn’t understand anything, so I was struggling to keep my eyes open, haha. Near the ending of the play I understood it a bit more so that was better. Anyway, I had a great exhausting day, with really nice food and great laughs :)