I feel like I’m giving birth right now. My period cramps have never been so bad and I fucking hate being a girl. It made me think about really giving birth. One day it’s gonna happen and it will be far more worse than what I feel now, it’s scaring me. It will hurt so fucking bad, I don’t know if I will be able to do it. I hope so, cause one day I want to look at my child and think, it’s was definitely worth it.