I feel like I’m giving birth right now. My period cramps have never been so bad and I fucking hate being a girl. It made me think about really giving birth. One day it’s gonna happen and it will be far more worse than what I feel now, it’s scaring me. It will hurt so fucking bad, I don’t know if I will be able to do it. I hope so, cause one day I want to look at my child and think, it’s was definitely worth it.
Starting to get ill, although I’m never really ill. Just soar throat, having a cold, a headache and just feeling a little under the weather. It sucks though.
Kinda having mixed feeling right now, so don’t mess things up.
I had a really great day today :)
You can’t see how beautiful you are and that makes me sad, but I will never hesitate to keep repeating it to you, because you deserve to feel pretty.
I hope this crush thing doesn’t come and hit me again, because every year it’s the same and I know it’s no use.
Sad and gloomy